Funny enough, i'm 38 now and often enough thankless and 'pointless' busywork sometimes feels like a virtue. But only for me because I have the feeling i lived

Funny enough, i'm 38 now and often enough thankless and 'pointless' busywork sometimes feels like a virtue. But only for me because I have the feeling i lived out my normal environment and i'm not rich enough yet to expand so I can become busy again in a more meaningful way. Specifically having a big house/workshop to do things in my future workshop.