I liked the article. Although my ego swings from euphoria to depression depending on the positive or negative feedback, ultimately I feel I'm just an instrume

I liked the article. Although my ego swings from euphoria to depression depending on the positive or negative feedback, ultimately I feel I'm just an instrument of something bigger existence (I'd call it Muse if I'd be an artist, but I don't know any Goddess of Programming) and the only way to satisfy myself is, um, to let She drive me to wherever She wants to go, apart from how my ego feels by the feedback. In other words, it is the to-be-done work itself that demands me to work on it. It seems that some creators (writers, musicians, etc.) mentioning same kind of drive.