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I often feel like that my inflammatory illness is related to the fact that I lost all my friends in my 20's and came from a dysfunctional family. The upside is

I often feel like that my inflammatory illness is related to the fact that I lost all my friends in my 20's and came from a dysfunctional family. The upside is that I've been suicidal since I was 15 so if Johnny Reaper comes in the form of loneliness cancer I'll have been done a subtle favor. Also it's just an aside but God isn't real.

exe34 1y ago
Living life alone makes your life shorter, but it sucks enough that it'll feel a lot longer anyway, so it balances out!
- sejje 1y ago
  I'm no longer living my life alone, but I greatly cherish the time that I did. I find being alone wonderful.
- AfterHIA 1y ago
  "Life is very long when you're lonely." -Steven Patrick Morrissey
  - wiether 1y ago
    Being alone and being lonely are not the same thing.
    - exe34 1y ago
      BINGO! (this always gets brought up every single time, like a mantra that people have to keep saying to convince themselves. So it's on my bingo card.)
      - AfterHIA 1y ago
        https://vimeo.com/384844632 https://vimeo.com/384844632 If you're going to talk shit don't end your sentence with a conceptual preposition. You're making us all look bad." #AFVP
        exe34 1y ago
        and for those of us who are not fluent in gibberish?
unfitted2545 1y ago
That's really interesting because I also started getting my inflammatory illness after losing all my friends.
- AfterHIA 1y ago
  I'm not razzing you but if you need a pal I'm here for you. These are trying times.
  - unfitted2545 1y ago
    Thanks man I appreciate it! Right now I don't really have things to talk about with people locally, so trying to expand that skill mainly. If you did wanna talk about anything then of course let me know, it is certainly challenging finding connections now.
VoodooJuJu 1y ago
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