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A real fMRI high: My ecstasy brain scan
- nerdfiles 14y agoAnecdotal, I must admit, but bereavement may be best resolved through MDMA, I find. That's in response to: 'The hypothesis was that MDMA would make the negative memories less painful. "We saw a boosted brain response to positive memories, and a weaker response to negative ones," says Carhart-Harris. "It fits the idea that MDMA can help people access negative memories without being overwhelmed by them and they might be able to change the way they feel about what happened."' I have Asperger's, and so not only have I a pallid response to gore or human pain but I can understand it, visualize it, repeat it in thought, allot it a mental space. Horrific murder is latent with images, which I believe only become a growing gestalt in the mind's of those humans with Optimally Performing Long-Term Memories. It is perpetual moral education, as if with an admonishing tone, on the significance of human life. The morbid sense of humor which Aspies tend to develop becomes a fatal flaw in a world incapable of sustaining its own net happiness. (News which promulgates, indirectly, our Net Unhappiness Quotient. -- News becomes the Negative Nancy to unwitting optimists, aspie or otherwise. Granted, good news without explanation is pointless, and News' marketing format is non-amenable to Demonstration, Explanation, Maturation, and Observation (DEMO) of Knowledge.) Of course a point is often made that industrial capitalism depends on a sufficiently self-imposed unhappiness, otherwise "no one would work," etc. The cost, however, is that those who can remember what is good in "bargain reality," and remember it well, flack and flail at those who are habitually forgetful, habitually like an agent whose sense of time must be perpetually engineered for them. MDMA does not "wake one up" but established a greater memory retention for those events existentially nurturing to one's happiness.
- msutherl 14y ago"MDMA does not 'wake one up' but establishes a greater memory retention for those events existentially nurturing to one's happiness." Indeed, though I would add that, in addition to increasing memory retention, it makes possible events that are themselves more existentially nurturing than one would normally experience. The first experience on MDMA is often the most seratonin one has ever 'felt', which is to say it is often the 'happiest' one has ever felt (though it is a very specific kind of happiness). The memory of that experience can set, if you will, a new bar for how 'good' life can be.
- dreamdu5t 14y agoCan't upvote this enough.
- adrianhoward 14y agoThere's some background on one of the theories why MDMA may make make negative memories less painful in this Wired piece (if you can get past the link bait title :-) http://www.wired.com/magazine/2012/02/ff_forgettingpill/all/1 http://www.wired.com/magazine/2012/02/ff_forgettingpill/all/... Simplification: the act of recollection involves the memory being erased and then rewritten. If you're "happy" when you rewrite it then some of the negative emotions get knocked off for the next time you recall it.
- nthitz 14y agoWhen I saw the photo caption: "Welcome back, Graham. My, what big eyes you have" I thought this was about PG! Alas..
- ihavebeenseen 14y agoAlways the red pill, so you know how deep the rabbit hole goes.
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- macey 14y agoThis has been going on at the veteran's hospital in SF for quite some time now. Great potential for PTSD treatment progress.
- crntaylor 14y agoI'm really glad that someone is doing this research. I first heard about the potential benefits of MDMA in therapy at a talk by David Nutt some years ago, but he was skeptical that we would be able to investigate it further because of tough restrictions around research into illegal drugs. In case anyone is not already aware, David Nutt was the head of the Advisory Council on the Misuse of Drugs (ACMD), a scientific advisory body to the UK government. In 2009 he published an editorial comparing the harm from taking ecstasy (MDMA) to the harm from horse riding (in short, you can make a powerful case that horse riding is much more dangerous than taking ecstasy). In October 2009 he was dismissed from his position, because "he cannot be both a government adviser and a campaigner against government policy." In my view it was a terrible decision by the UK government, and showcased their reluctance to make evidence-based decisions on politically charged subjects (like drugs, prison sentences, immigration etc). Since then, David Nutt has formed the Independent Scientific Committee on Drugs (ISCD), whose website [1] is well worth visiting if you want the most up to date and scientifically reliable information on drugs. [1] http://www.drugscience.org.uk/ http://www.drugscience.org.uk/
- glaugh 14y agoNutt also wrote a pretty solid book about the data on the harms of various drugs (legal and illegal), and how best to reduce that harm as a society. http://www.amazon.com/Drugs-Without-Hot-David-Nutt/dp/1906860165/ http://www.amazon.com/Drugs-Without-Hot-David-Nutt/dp/190686... edit: Economist review of said book: http://www.economist.com/node/21560223 http://www.economist.com/node/21560223
- easy_rider 14y agoI'm suprised that he had to return a week later for another session. MDMA tolerance should be counted as a huge factor. I'm not sure if this is accidental or not. Although 83mg is not a big dose, and shouldn't be neurotoxic, without any supplements like 5-htp or other precursors to serotonin, it's pretty tough for your serotonin levels to return to baseline in a week time.
- nicholassmith 14y agoI don't know all of the protocol involved in the testing process but as Nutt is involved I think they're possibly trying to simulate the real world effects of repeat usage, the average user wouldn't be aware of 5-htp.
- niho 14y ago"The hypothesis was that MDMA would make the negative memories less painful." Recreational use of MDMA has given me panic attacks, increased anxiety, emotional dependence and depression. There is a lot of anecdotal evidence online that tells the same story, which is something you rarely hear anyone talk about. It seems like different people respond differently to MDMA. Perhaps it's dependent on your personality or brain chemistry. For people like me the effect on the serotonin system in the brain can be very dangerous and sometimes cause permanent damage. I used to be very liberal towards drug use in general until I experienced the down sides first hand.
- balbaugh 14y agoYou say yourself that the evidence is anecdotal. There is evidence that points in many other directions, some of which are very promising and in need of further research. Did you have a test kit to determine whether your experience was actually with pure MDMA?
- Wilduck 14y ago> Did you have a test kit to determine whether your experience was actually with pure MDMA This is pretty important when talking about recreational use of MDMA. It's often pretty hard to find reasonably pure MDMA in many parts of the US. For more information on what pure MDMA looks like and common adulterants, erowid.org is a great resource.
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- pchivers 14y agoIt's highly unlikely that you were using pure MDMA. http://news.nationalpost.com/2012/02/05/ecstasy-related-deaths-in-b-c-alberta-sparking-debate-over-how-to-fix-poisonous-problem/ http://news.nationalpost.com/2012/02/05/ecstasy-related-deat... "Ecstasy is so consistently adulterated that when pure MDMA turns up on the street, it’s likely be to sold on the street under the name MDMA or sometimes “Molly.” Corporal Luc Chicoine, the national co-ordinator for the RCMP’s pharmaceutical and synthetic drug operations, has worked on the street in drug operations for 18 years and said he can’t remember ever seeing pure MDMA." http://news.nationalpost.com/2012/03/19/deaths-spur-research-into-exactly-whats-in-little-pills-calling-themselves-ecstasy-hint-it-isnt-always-mdma/ http://news.nationalpost.com/2012/03/19/deaths-spur-research... "For a sense of just what might be in a given pill, Hudson points to Ecstasydata.org — a Sacramento-based website listing active ingredients and proportions in mailed-in samples — which has tested thousands of hits of “ecstasy” since 2001. A growing majority contain no ecstasy at all. Since 2010, 61% of 533 samples tested had no MDMA, with 111 containing the drug, and another 96 some combination of MDMA and other chemicals. Of 27 Canadian samples studied since 2010, 14 active chemicals were discovered, including caffeine, methamphetamine, benzylpiperazine (BZP) and procaine."
- matznerd 14y agoThere are also similar therapeutic effects from taking mushrooms (psilocybin) or LSD. In these studies and others with MDMA, it appears that the effect lasts over a year. ( http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2012/jan/23/magic-mushrooms-psilocybin-depression-drug http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2012/jan/23/magic-mushroom... ) For any of you HNers out there hesitant to utilizing any of these of substances in your life, remember that they help change your perspective and allow you to look at problems from new angles. I will leave you with a Steve Jobs quote on the topic: “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was important—creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the stream of history and of human consciousness as much as I could.”
- matznerd 14y agoI'll take the down votes for my post, and note that I'm not advocating you do them often, but there is something to be said about their positive effects if used sparingly and therapeutically.
- throwaway0987 14y agoApologies for the throwaway, but I'd like to support your point. I'm generally quite reluctant with drugs and alcohol, however I recently experienced Truffles (the successor to mushrooms after the ban) in Amsterdam. In combination with meditation I found the experience quite manageable, and unique in terms of the concepts I could explore and the insights into existing situations in my life. I can see how recreational use can be quite damaging, but with the right intent and goals, deliberate application of psychedelics for troubleshooting and problem solving is something I'd happily explore again if it were more acceptable where I live.
- matznerd 14y agoI think it is important to do it in the right mindset and with the right intentions. Most people associate MDMA with partying, and while that may be one use, I don't think it is necessarily the best. I don't even understand how people go party on mushrooms. I think the best is to be somewhere safe and quiet, outdoors hopefully on a sunny day with someone you trust or by yourself and just to sit and think and write if you can. It is a matter of looking at these substances as entheogens (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Entheogens http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Entheogens) and not a party tools and considering yourself a Psychonaut (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychonaut http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychonaut) and not a party animal.
- rogerclark 14y agothis article doesn't say anything
- anjc 14y agoAm i missing some of the article, or does it just not give any hint at the outcome of the MRI? I remember, years ago, seeing brain scans showing something like serotonin receptors before MDMA usage, and months after, and if i remember right, things hadn't gotten back to normal long after. Anyone know anything about the long term effects?
- aroberge 14y agoThe study is in progress: it would be highly inappropriate for the researchers to release any kind of result at this point.
- alwaysinshade 14y agoIIRC those were scans of primate brains. A more recent and comprehensive study conducted by Dr. John H. Halpern, Director of the Laboratory for Integrative Psychiatry in the Division of Alcohol and Drug Abuse at McLean Hospital and Assistant Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School found no residual cognitive effects in humans. "New Study Finds No Cognitive Impairment Among Ecstasy Users [...] a team of researchers has conducted one of the largest studies ever undertaken to re-examine the cognitive effects of ecstasy, funded by a $1.8 million grant from the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA) and published in the journal Addiction." http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2011/02/110215081736.htm http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2011/02/110215081736.ht... Conclusion from the actual study (journal behind paywall): "In a study designed to minimize limitations found in many prior investigations, we failed to demonstrate marked residual cognitive effects in ecstasy users. This finding contrasts with many previous findings—including our own—and emphasizes the need for continued caution in interpreting field studies of cognitive function in illicit ecstasy users." http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1360-0443.2010.03252.x/abstract;jsessionid=46312C992DE7D0832BC7144607A56F9C.d03t04 http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1360-0443.2010....
- gnosis 14y agoHere's what Alexander Shulgin[1] had to say[2] in response to a similar question on the subject: Dear Dr. Shulgin: Lately I've been hearing a lot of talk about how every time you take ecstasy it does permanent damage to the brain. I've also heard that ecstasy puts holes in the brain. Are these statements true? -- Road Dog Dear Road Dog: No, they are not. The "permanent brain damage" is based totally on studies done with experimental animals, with the findings extrapolated to encompass the human subject. In a simple statement, there have been no studies in man that have indicated brain damage. The "holes in the brain" is an even more outrageous deception. These popular holes are areas in brain scans that appear less active in attracting radiolabelled agents that are agonists for certain receptor site areas. The pictures that are shown for comparison are not of the same person with or without MDMA in them, but of different people, one of whom has used a lot of ecstasy and the other one without any such history. The quintessence of this line of mythology is an article that appeared recently in the Willamette Week. It not only assured the reader that there were holes generated by serotonin loss, but that they became flooded with dopamine (the default neurotransmitter) and, being attacked by hydrogen peroxide, produced rust. Sorry, drug warriors. No damage, no holes, no rust. -- Dr. Shulgin I can also strongly recommend reading the information on MDMA (and other psychoactive substances) on erowid.org[3] [1] - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alexander_Shulgin https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alexander_Shulgin [2] - http://www.cognitiveliberty.org/shulgin/adsarchive/brainholes.htm http://www.cognitiveliberty.org/shulgin/adsarchive/brainhole... [3] - https://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma.shtml https://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma.shtml
- jmtame 14y agoIf you still (incorrectly) believe that MDMA causes "holes in your brain" (referring to a retracted study where the instrumentation was not calibrated properly over-exaggerating how much MDMA affects serotonin levels) or Parkinson's disease (referring to a retracted study about how labels were incorrectly placed on bottles and monkeys were administered very high doses of methamphetamine and not the MDMA) I strongly recommend watching Ecstasy Rising: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjvNCijeYlI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjvNCijeYlI The short version is that there is lots of DEA-funded propaganda and verifiably flawed scientific studies out there. Buddhist monks and therapists have used MDMA before in their practice where they claim that one dose of MDMA is equivalent to a full year of couples therapy. I'm really glad more research is going on in the open about MDMA; for too long it's just been the DEA using fear mongering.
- chm 14y agoIt's important that such research is done, but there's a caveat. Usually, people will take MDMA for pleasure, in a peaceful setting - not in an MRI machine. I wonder to what extent this can affect the readings of the MRI. Any brain scientist in the crowd?
- coldarchon 14y agoActually this is completely made up. Any fMRI recording without an EEG is useless if you really want to see which brain areas are affected. He said he was in there for 90 minutes, the sensors of the EEG lose effectivity after 20 minutes because of sweat, after 30 minutes all sensors will have such a high amplitude they turn the screen black. He was on a drug that makes you sweat even more ..
- fl3tch 14y ago"This is my eye, captured by a mini TV camera mounted inside the machine. This camera isn't a normal fixture but was installed by the TV production company filming the experiment for a documentary. The pupil is widely dilated, one of the outward signs I have been given MDMA. The inward signs are pretty obvious too." This is why it's impossible to do a truly double blind study of this kind. So you give them MDMA or psilocybin and ask if it helped their PTSD therapy or if they had a religious experience, and they are more likely to say yes.
- quadrant6 14y agoGoes without saying that pure MDMA and "Ecstasy" as many people know it (from a dealer, friend) are two very different things.
- blendergasket 14y agoFirst I want to say that it's infuriating that the healing experiences described in this thread are illegal. I don't want to speculate on why this is the case, but I find it fascinating that anti-depressants are legal but drugs like MDMA and Mushrooms are illegal even though they've been shown to be profoundly and positively influence the lives of the people who use them, helping them work through and get past the issues that are the root cause of their persistent negative emotions. Psychedelics have become a small but important part of my spiritual practice, yet I do not belong to Santo Daime or the UDV so my practice is illegal. I find it strange and quite sad that a person following his or her own path is not granted the same legal rights as someone who chooses a path with the defined structure of a church. I guess we haven't gotten past persecuting our alchemists and witches yet. Mushrooms, MDMA, DMT, are category 1 drugs in the US, which means that there is no known medical use for them according to the government. This is a very sad joke.