What gets you fired up? Sounds like your job is boring, maybe take a risk? You won’t be hungry unless you’re hungry which you likely can’t do without putting

What gets you fired up? Sounds like your job is boring, maybe take a risk? You won’t be hungry unless you’re hungry which you likely can’t do without putting your family at risk. So maybe focus on the ambition aspect and find something that lights your fire. What’s a challenge or stretch goal you would have fun working towards? Maybe start small and then scale up as you rebuild the muscle.