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This is cool, but, man, I felt like such a pathetic excuse for a human being when, brutally craving nicotine, with my vape empty of the fruit-flavoured juice th
by gabriel666smith 1y ago
This is cool, but, man, I felt like such a pathetic excuse for a human being when, brutally craving nicotine, with my vape empty of the fruit-flavoured juice that I am literally addicted to like the stupid pathetic baby that I am, and stuck with the cravings because all the shops are closed until morning, and so, in need of a distraction, I opened Hacker News. FFS.
Sometimes the only option is to laugh at your own expense! Clearly this is a sign. I should buy more juice next time. And maybe start smoking more actual cigs.
- panarchy 1y agoHaving an addiction doesn't make anyone "a pathetic excuse for a human being"
- gabriel666smith 1y agoI agree wholeheartedly. I've been (I am?) addicted to many substances, from fruit-flavoured nicotine juice through to heroin. I find self-deprecating humour useful, personally. It helps me not wallow, to take the cravings less seriously. I of course wouldn't say the same about anyone who isn't me. Because, as you say, someone who has an addiction isn't lesser than anyone else. It's a state of being that requires an awful lot of strength. That said, having to use that strength on 'mango e-liquid' is, I think, funny in an absurdist way. We live in strange times!
- panarchy 1y agoGood. Just wanted to make sure you weren't being too hard on yourself.
- gabriel666smith 1y agoNo - that's what the drugs are for. Only joking (for real). I appreciate that, thank you. And I can totally see how my comment above might read patronising to people dealing with shit that is functionally much, much worse than the situation I described, so I appreciated the opportunity to right that, also.
- midasz 1y agoQuitting smoking was the best decision I made and I wish I did it earlier. If you feel ready Allen Carr's book worked for me. I wasted so much time smoking.
- gabriel666smith 1y agoThanks man, appreciate it, and kudos for stopping. I might quit, I guess, when my fiancee has to for pregnancy, should it eventually stop being funny to tell her how wonderful each individual cigarette I smoke is. But I really, really love smoking - more than any of my other hobbies, wholesome or otherwise. I'm sure that'll change, and I'll look that book up if and when it does. Thanks again.
- Breza 1y agoMotivation has to come from you, of course, but you might find it once you see your future baby and realize you have a shot at really seeing how he or she turns out as an adult. That was the impetus for me to start taking my health more seriously.