Hey, sounds like you might have some (maybe mild, I'm not a pro) form of social anxiety. Talk to someone about it, since there are very good programs (e.g. http

Hey, sounds like you might have some (maybe mild, I'm not a pro) form of social anxiety. Talk to someone about it, since there are very good programs (e.g. http://www.bostonsocialanxiety.com/ http://www.bostonsocialanxiety.com/ I've seen lauded on reddit) to help you with that. I've seen people with social anxiety completely transformed.