If you think that's bad, imagine my despair when realizing that things like the CIA torturing someone through sensory deprivation for 1000 days (this actually h

If you think that's bad, imagine my despair when realizing that things like the CIA torturing someone through sensory deprivation for 1000 days (this actually happened in the 60s) is an irrevocable component of our universe because that's how the atoms go. Such thoughts made me sink into a nearly irreversible suicidal existential depression! This place is rough.