Honestly i think this post was mostly written to myself but thanks for your input and engagement. I could try more therapy. I agree the internet is a trash heap

Honestly i think this post was mostly written to myself but thanks for your input and engagement. I could try more therapy. I agree the internet is a trash heap for self help but it's there. Like an easy woman or porn. Gets it out but doesn't address the long term problem. If this post intereted people then good. If it is inappropriate for the forum sorry.