Thanks! The more I think about it, the more I feel it's my own issue and family simply makes me more vulnerable. "Never felt being successful in life" -> "Want

Thanks! The more I think about it, the more I feel it's my own issue and family simply makes me more vulnerable. "Never felt being successful in life" -> "Want to achieve something" -> "Naturally turns to hobbies" -> "Family and kid takes focus and time away" -> "Get frustrated" I think that's the loop I'm in.