How are my kids getting what they deserve? How are my friends and family in heavily gerrymandered TX getting what they deserve? US political representation ha

How are my kids getting what they deserve? How are my friends and family in heavily gerrymandered TX getting what they deserve? US political representation has never represented me. Explain how I am "getting what I voted for"? Should I have voted harder? Voted more often? Spent more than I make in a year every year on political messages?