I find it impossible to determine the value of my own work. the saturation of content makes me regard the work of uploading my own 'done' work into a cloud pro

I find it impossible to determine the value of my own work. the saturation of content makes me regard the work of uploading my own 'done' work into a cloud provider (so that anybody can stream my music for free) as not worth the kick I would get from meaningless metrics determined by the same cloud platform into which I would upload my stuff if I did which I won't as it's worthless to do.