That would also be my first interpretation, but no. Never. There was also no pressure from our side, we kind of decided that a kid would be nice now a few weeks

That would also be my first interpretation, but no. Never. There was also no pressure from our side, we kind of decided that a kid would be nice now a few weeks before our marriage. She was born to the day 9 months after our wedding day. But I suspect that deep down I kind of felt guilty in my late 20s for not having any offspring.