> I'd hate to lose the ability of just going back 20 years later and read my own thoughts and ideas, to meet the person I was at that point. The author mention

> I'd hate to lose the ability of just going back 20 years later and read my own thoughts and ideas, to meet the person I was at that point. The author mentions being sober for 6 years. Chances are she's not terribly interested in meeting her past self.