damn, that's rough. sorry you had to go through that. how are you in finding friends? this sort of experience really ruins your trust in others. for you it's p

damn, that's rough. sorry you had to go through that. how are you in finding friends? this sort of experience really ruins your trust in others. for you it's probably worse than for me. i don't trust people to be supportive which limits most friendships to the level of friendly acquaintance. i always hope for the best but when they let me down then i just shrug it off as if i had expected it. that's the self defense mechanism i developed. (btw feel free to contact me at the email in my profile if you prefer to talk in private)