Childhood trauma that I didn’t know was affecting me. I thought I hard perfect set and setting Lots of intense therapy, I still go 3 times a week I had no sui

Childhood trauma that I didn’t know was affecting me. I thought I hard perfect set and setting Lots of intense therapy, I still go 3 times a week I had no suicidal feeling before the drug. I suppose one way to put it is that seeing into the void made me take suicide seriously as an option