I have it for 3 years already, I feel so sad, I got this after my middle ear have infection because I cleaned my ear with cotton bud. I think the doctor have d

I have it for 3 years already, I feel so sad, I got this after my middle ear have infection because I cleaned my ear with cotton bud. I think the doctor have done some malpractice to my ear. I cleaned my ear because my sony xm4 in ear keep clogged and dirty if I know, I would change the eartips to silicon since beginning instead foam, fuck the redditard who ridicule me for asking about tips to reduce the dirtyness of sony eartips