First things first, it's ok to feel this. Never invalidate your feelings. You clearly have been through a lot and it will affect your daily tasks. Coding is ha

First things first, it's ok to feel this. Never invalidate your feelings. You clearly have been through a lot and it will affect your daily tasks. Coding is hard, no matter how small or big the project, and it requires a certain type of brain power and capability. Start by counting your wins. You have somehow made it through hardships and still managed to create something successful - that's one. (a big one) take it day by day. But know you're not alone. Don't forget to take time for yourself :)