Far better for everyone if my father had died before I was born rather than wait till last year, the shit he always was. But I think I would rather have had no

Far better for everyone if my father had died before I was born rather than wait till last year, the shit he always was. But I think I would rather have had no father than an LLM pretending to the role, and I think there may have been real mercy for me in being born in an earlier and somewhat less accomplished age.