I personally don't distrust doctors, I'm just depressed at the complete lack of support I've received from them. I've been on a waiting list to have a first app

I personally don't distrust doctors, I'm just depressed at the complete lack of support I've received from them. I've been on a waiting list to have a first appointment about being trans for like 2 years now, I gave up and started sourcing my own medication nearly a year ago now