Thank you for the links. Going through them. Looks like this might ultimately a mental illness or two (like Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)), some need

Thank you for the links. Going through them. Looks like this might ultimately a mental illness or two (like Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)), some need that wasn't fulfilled and/or drug-addled (ketamine or what not) disassociation from reality, empathy and in general what makes the rest of us all human.