If "my control" is another way to say "my will", the issue becomes: My control is controlled by something outside of my control Which is technically true, but

If "my control" is another way to say "my will", the issue becomes: My control is controlled by something outside of my control Which is technically true, but looks silly. It implies an insatiable desire for power, because no amount of control is satisfying so long as there remains something external. To rephrase again, There is something outside of my control Or even more simply, There is something So interacting with anything (even in a dream!) brings up this issue due to the thing being an obstacle. The complaint is really "things exist". Oh no!