So sorry that you are going through this rough patch. Can't be easy struggling with MS and depression while having to do unfulfilled work day in and day out. W

So sorry that you are going through this rough patch. Can't be easy struggling with MS and depression while having to do unfulfilled work day in and day out. What is your therapist saying? Because you need to talk to a professional who understands your background, and medical and mental condition. A therapist can guide you through your issues, shed light over the darkness you're experiencing and break down a long healing process into manageable steps.