I was able to raise, it's been interesting. But a part of me feels like I just can't take this shit seriously anymore. I'd like to think I just have a real br

I was able to raise, it's been interesting. But a part of me feels like I just can't take this shit seriously anymore. I'd like to think I just have a real brain and self-respect for thinking this way - or maybe I just suck. Not sure that I actually care, not really that afraid of my 30s if I'm more okay thinking this way. Frankly, I'd prefer to build / consult in a LCOL area with real seasons.