Sorry, I should have made clear I was responding only to this part of your message: I guess "I'd'nt've" means "I don't have" I think it meant 'I would not h

Sorry, I should have made clear I was responding only to this part of your message: I guess "I'd'nt've" means "I don't have" I think it meant 'I would not have', not "I don't have".