" I feel like when I don’t post what I learn, I’m becoming less interested in it with time" I know the word "autotelic". Is this "exotelic"? (And, obviously I

" I feel like when I don’t post what I learn, I’m becoming less interested in it with time" I know the word "autotelic". Is this "exotelic"? (And, obviously I don't understand it - WALDT)