i get your point, but it doesn't match my reality. all my time is spent on searching for and applying to jobs. i tend to have more time for side projects while

i get your point, but it doesn't match my reality. all my time is spent on searching for and applying to jobs. i tend to have more time for side projects while i am actually earning money. in part it's the anxiety of not spending enough time on searching for work, which makes it difficult to focus on something else. i can't even spend much time with my children without feeling guilty that i should be spending more time on jobhunting. it would help if i still had some savings like a year ago, but those are almost used up by now.