> I have all-too-brief moments where I experience a visceral sense of literally meeting myself, and the joy therein. or the moments where I experience a viscer

> I have all-too-brief moments where I experience a visceral sense of literally meeting myself, and the joy therein. or the moments where I experience a visceral sense of literally meeting myself and feeling aversion because I realize I'm not the person I thought I was and I need to do and be better.