>> [it's] the hardest thing I've ever done for my health ... I've robbed myself of the one joy I had left and now I have none > [but] my dose is fine [because]

>> [it's] the hardest thing I've ever done for my health ... I've robbed myself of the one joy I had left and now I have none > [but] my dose is fine [because] I'm under the care of a physician Get a second medical opinion from a doctor experienced with prescribing these drugs.