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This happened to me once. It was like attaining enlightenment. My company worked with a F100 that had, as a core piece of their business, a piece of software th
by KPGv2 2y ago
This happened to me once. It was like attaining enlightenment. My company worked with a F100 that had, as a core piece of their business, a piece of software they'd commissioned in the 80s that they still used in the 2010s to make billion dollar decisions. But no one knew how it made the calculations they relied on. This was before attorneys knew to include source code in procurement, the original devs at a third party code shop was long gone.
We were already working on something for them, and on a whim, one of their VPs asked my company if we could take a look at it.
So that's how the mathematician at the company (me) ended up waking up, sitting in front of a whiteboard, and losing all concept of time until my wife got home from work at night, not eating, not sleeping, staring at decompiled assembly and stepping through line by line for weeks. (I don't want to say months because I'm sure someone will come roast my ass for taking too long, but "months" is honestly more accurate; in fairness, I was learning every technique used on the fly)
It was a prolonged, repeated flow state that I've only ever experienced during really competitive tennis as a high schooler. Losing all concept of time and space, hyper focused on one task that has completely spread to all parts of your consciousness.
- danielscrubs 2y ago”not sleeping […] for weeks”. This is why Americans make the best marketers, you just can’t help yourself embellish with some fabrications to make a great, memorable story.
- ok_dad 2y agoImagine if every human had the resource security to do this for a good portion of their lives. Star Trek was fiction but we could have that if a few of us humans weren’t so greedy!
- gottorf 2y agoVirtually everyone living in a developed country has resource security to do this. Even in America, with its relatively poor levels of social assistance, you could live off of the dole as long as your expectations on quality of life are low. Turns out, in the real world, people like having nice things, hanging out with family and friends, travel occasionally, etc. instead of just entering flow state to solve problems! It has nothing to do with income inequality.
- ok_dad 2y agoPeople have to be comfortable to be as creative as the OP comment, so while I agree in principle, I think it's going to be harder than you imagine to build amazing things when you're living below the poverty line. The anxiety and mental anguish alone could cripple a person, even someone that isn't in the worst situations.
- dimitropoulos 2y agohi! author here! it's a pipedream, I know, but it's a hope/goal of mine to, in the next video (the "why did you do this" video) to give some fuel/motivation to people that might be feeling like you describe. do you have any advice for me for what I can say in the upcoming video to someone that might not be as comfortable, as you say. I really do have a grasp for how hard what you're talking about is, and I've tried over my life (sometimes very hard, sometimes too hard) to help people I know to overcome it (sometimes successfully, sometimes not). When you're in survival mode every day, you might look at a project like this Doom one and go "yeah right! not in a million years could I do that with my current set of things weighing me down!". anyway, don't want to ramble, but if you (or anyone else reading) has any wisdom to share on how to talk about these things in a way that's effective or inspirational for people, I'd really love to learn.
- ok_dad 2y agoI have no advice because I’m still kinda in the bad place but I think it just takes one thing you can focus on that you enjoy and sometimes you can slowly dig out of the hole. I’ve started woodworking and the joy I get finishing a project has helped to push me forward. Just talk from the heart and you’ll make a good video I’m sure. Good luck, your project is very impressive and I hope you are able to continue to make cool stuff!
- dimitropoulos 2y agothanks! actually the "why" video is going to talk at some length about my woodworking business, so you might enjoy that part! best of luck to you!