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I have taken smaller, and larger doses of ketamine before, I personally did not experience the claimed strong dopaminergic effects. What was I supposed to expe

• cess11 2y ago
  At dissociative doses ketamine typically induces a strong feeling of expectation, of something fantastic or important being imminent, things like that. To some people this takes a religious form, like (almost) coming into communication with some ethereal being or (almost) reach some mystical insight. It can cause a strong urge to redose. Do you recognise any of this?
  • johnisgood 2y ago
    I went into a k-hole (a few times) where I was seeing myself from the outside (with all my flaws and faults being shown to me), and I remember my then-girlfriend slipping away from me and I tried to grab into her but she slipped away, and I remember being locked in time (not sure how to explain it). I did DXM too, that was less clean than ketamine and DXM had more of an alienish-vibe to it and I ended up watching Stargate Atlantis on it, that was fun, but ketamine had me self-reflect quite a lot. About expectations & imminent, it made me want to change the way I live as I am pretty much a reclusive. I wish I could explain it better but I really can't. I never felt an urge to re-dose, however.