to your point, if it needs to sink in I'm sitting in silence in my thinking room looking at my white wall or eyes closed, listening, pausing, thinking, listenin

to your point, if it needs to sink in I'm sitting in silence in my thinking room looking at my white wall or eyes closed, listening, pausing, thinking, listening, rewinding. notes etc are pretty useless for me, this probably sounds insane to you, but my memory can't process written words that I'm aware of (reading is just me saying things back to myself in a inaudible whisper) - It's slightly uncomfortable, but can listen to multiple things at the same time and think about them separately (the news and an audio book), not as good at that was I was in my 20s and 30s, but still there. I find it impossible to imagine how people who can read and can take notes etc think, I have no clue, so I presume my thinking style might be hard for someone like that to grasp also?