I live an conventional life now but I keep thinking about the vagrant life. I slept in my car for 6 months to see how it would be like and in a tent in my frien

I live an conventional life now but I keep thinking about the vagrant life. I slept in my car for 6 months to see how it would be like and in a tent in my friend's backyard for a week. I also lived in hostels for two months, and in college I thought I wanted to be Thai Forest monk. I'm married now and living the apartment life but I still keep consuming content about tents and vans and houseboats.