I took MDMA every weekend and it seriously fucked me up. I was depressed for easily a year afterwards. I suspect even 15 years on I haven’t fully regained my a

I took MDMA every weekend and it seriously fucked me up. I was depressed for easily a year afterwards. I suspect even 15 years on I haven’t fully regained my ability to experience joy, but this is impossible to know for sure. I can’t run the counter factual and there are many other variables at play. I was a teenager when I got too deep into MDMA.