You have right here a very helpful hint of your internal state: “One is that I really don't like being in charge of my own destiny” The way I see it, you alrea

You have right here a very helpful hint of your internal state: “One is that I really don't like being in charge of my own destiny” The way I see it, you already know that, hence this Freudian slip. In my opinion, doing _only_ what we love, understand and care about is the path to depression. You maybe anxious because you are being called to step out of your comfort zone?