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Quite interesting. After being raised fundamentalist / evangelical and quite strongly so, in my late 40s I had a "holy shit, I NO LONGER believe in God" moment.
by hn_acc1 2y ago
Quite interesting. After being raised fundamentalist / evangelical and quite strongly so, in my late 40s I had a "holy shit, I NO LONGER believe in God" moment.. That was quite a thing, and I never thought I would think that way.. It was quite some time to get there, and not one specific thing that triggered it, just a general acceptance of the randomness and meaninglessness of life..
- bloomingkales 2y agoOpposite. I had a militant level of anti god, and believed that it was all random. Something was given to me where I don’t accept it anymore. Do you believe in the universe? There could be a balancing act here lol. But each their own, we both understand each others side at least (which should be the case, we’ve lived as opposites and then opposites again, more or less living the same spiritual life in some sense). I don’t know, you sure you don’t believe in it? You ever wonder why there’s always one democrat for one republican? How is everything so 50/50 and balanced? :shrugs:
- saulpw 2y agoIt's "The Game of Black and White" per The Book by Alan Watts. It goes all the way down to raw mass--the proportion of matter and anti-matter should have been exactly 50/50. But for some reason there was just a little more of the one...
- bloomingkales 2y agoAbsolutely getting this book, thank you. My mind has been wandering around these ideas lately.