I juggle and sort of know the feeling, except I need to learn two or three more "hard" tricks to qualify as good. I have gone to clubs (the places not the prop)

I juggle and sort of know the feeling, except I need to learn two or three more "hard" tricks to qualify as good. I have gone to clubs (the places not the prop) and feel very toddlerish. I feel about the same way with math and programing.