At some point I'd drink a lot, but then alcohol stopped being fun. Instead of happy, it just made me tired. Now I drink much less, so that I get a bit of buzz,

At some point I'd drink a lot, but then alcohol stopped being fun. Instead of happy, it just made me tired. Now I drink much less, so that I get a bit of buzz, but not enough to get sleepy. The flipside is that earlier I'd know that I'd get completely wasted on the weekends and stay sober on weekdays, but now there's this voice "you can drink one beer on weekday too", but then I just make myself some tea. Similar story with weed, except I can't dose it, it's either nothing or completely baked, so I'm switching from "baked from Friday evening to Monday morning" to "one evening per two weeks". The worst part was the brain fog, I could feel myself becoming more and more stupid. Probably I'd enjoy a lot some stimulants, but virtually all of them are highly addictive, so yeah. I do LSD every now and then, which is super fun because it does have a stimulating effect, but it's something you can only do every few months, so yeah.