I'm going to be working on poetry this next year (something I've already started), and I will be taking a life drawing class starting in January. Honestly, I'm

I'm going to be working on poetry this next year (something I've already started), and I will be taking a life drawing class starting in January. Honestly, I'm just tired of taking on technical skills. It might be better for my career, but I'm sick of hobbies and interest that encourage me to be solitary. Oh, but most importantly, I want to develop my relationship skills. My romantic life has had its ups and downs, but it's mostly been in the pits for the last decade, and I've realized that I have both relationship skills to develop as well as emotional repression I need to work on. I want to have a family someday and am afraid I may never will at this point, so it's important to me that I can be a good husband and father someday. In other words, I've been more of a scared boy than I thought I was, and I need to fix that.