I hate that at times, it feels I'm postponing the same outcome. I was able to come back to 30mg Vyvanse daily, 50mg made me super impatient, fight with my gf a

I hate that at times, it feels I'm postponing the same outcome. I was able to come back to 30mg Vyvanse daily, 50mg made me super impatient, fight with my gf and just be short-tempered with everyone, plus the productivity window was always reducing after some time. But even at 30mg, it's just not the same effect as 14 years ago of course, and taking breaks can only do so much. Now 30mg feels like enough just for getting out of bed and doing a normal day. Low dose (25mg) sertraline for a few months fixed the temper thing. Good sleep is a must. Still finding a way to take it easy and reduce the stimulant further, I'm still able to engage on technical things deeply that interest me and live my life fine, but I'm not cut out for the stress of a more senior position, not unless I start to make compromises, so that's not the avenue I'm pursuing at least. I do have ADHD, diagnosed as a kid and the pattern worsened in college until I started treatment, if that matters.