So one thing old people never tell you, you don't really get over losing your parents (if you had relationships with them). But... I can never doubt that my mo

So one thing old people never tell you, you don't really get over losing your parents (if you had relationships with them). But... I can never doubt that my mom loved me. She might have messed up a lot, but she was willing to take actual poison that was torture for her just to ease my mind.