Same, but kind of; I'm so far removed from higher up engineering stuff like quantum stuff, nuclear fusion stuff, LHC stuff, astronomy stuff, AI stuff that I jus

Same, but kind of; I'm so far removed from higher up engineering stuff like quantum stuff, nuclear fusion stuff, LHC stuff, astronomy stuff, AI stuff that I just scan it, grab a coffee, raise an eyebrow and go "Interesting", then go about my day and wonder what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing at work again. Oh right, implement a component, same thing I've been doing for the past decade or so. Thing is, I don't know how to get out without on the one side giving up my comfort zone (well paid, doable work), and on the other side gaining responsibility / being looked at as an expert in any field (that's where impostor syndrome and responsibility aversion comes in). I really need a holiday lol.