One of the major side effects of stimulant medication is that it can exacerbate obsessive thinking. I can see a lot of that over thinking and rumination in your

One of the major side effects of stimulant medication is that it can exacerbate obsessive thinking. I can see a lot of that over thinking and rumination in your post. This can evolve into delusions, paranoia, etc. Be mindful of the side effects. Other than that, don’t take yourself too seriously. Study up, have fun, and appreciate life. You are not “rebuilding”, that framing is bad. It’s a long wonderful journey for all of us, truly.