When you're time-poor, everything looks like a waste of time. I've been there, full time job with overtime and young kids, barely minutes a day of free time and

When you're time-poor, everything looks like a waste of time. I've been there, full time job with overtime and young kids, barely minutes a day of free time and trying to decide between coding, reading, exercise, TV, and seeing other people with 30+ hours to spend each week, throwing it away on the "dumbest" things like bottle trick shots or counting to a million on YouTube. Things are better now. I still have less time than young people on YouTube but I'm not so stretched. I have hours a week to spend on things - sometimes with the kids. I hope you get free of it, the crushing feeling is not nice.