I am trying to learn French to some decent level. I have every anki app, one-on-one coaching, textbooks, podcasts, online courses, and friends to help me. Even

I am trying to learn French to some decent level. I have every anki app, one-on-one coaching, textbooks, podcasts, online courses, and friends to help me. Even LLMs now. God, it is painful. I think of myself as motivated and talented. It is a torture. It is rote and repetitive to no end. I feel helpless all the time. Progress is slow. Just nothing helps besides considerable concentrated effort. Not fun. Fun XOR progress.