Take this as an outside perspective: reading the description of your work situation gave me a feeling of panic and dread. I felt it physically in my stomach. Wh

Take this as an outside perspective: reading the description of your work situation gave me a feeling of panic and dread. I felt it physically in my stomach. What you describe sounds awful. Whatever the reality of the situation may be, you certainly seem to hate it. Safe to assume you've tried, unsuccessfully, to adapt and make yourself like it. See if you can find a new position that genuinely excites you and let that make your decision? The tech market seems to be LOUSY at the moment sadly. Whatever the outcome, the exercise will teach you something.