I'm a little ambivalent about this response. It sounds like you're describing invasive thoughts of some kind, though your description is vague. At any rate, des

I'm a little ambivalent about this response. It sounds like you're describing invasive thoughts of some kind, though your description is vague. At any rate, despite the perceived negative effects, by your own account, it apparently spurred you to lead a healthier life; in other contexts, this is precisely the thing that is praised when it comes to psilocybin.