Hey there, 9 year survivor here (4x BEP). What are you most anxious about? The chemo or the cancer? I ask because it seems strange to hyper focus on one thing,

Hey there, 9 year survivor here (4x BEP). What are you most anxious about? The chemo or the cancer? I ask because it seems strange to hyper focus on one thing, and often its a result of anxiety. It would be good to tackle your anxieties, just to be safe. Yes the oncology ward is quite sad, I spent 3 months in one and it's really one of the most tragic places to be. That being said, most people are helped by chemo, so I found it easy to stay positive about outcomes, especially for a 6 year old. I distracted myself on my laptop, watched a lot of YouTube (Thanks WAN show for a bazillion episodes).