That's exactly the problem for a newcomer. Graphics is a wide and complicated field and the newcomer does not even know what ask. I've had the same problem for

That's exactly the problem for a newcomer. Graphics is a wide and complicated field and the newcomer does not even know what ask. I've had the same problem for 10 years or so. But there have always been full-time jobs completely unrelated to graphics, so I have never spent significant time to attack the issue.