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Burnt out badly in 2022, empty tank, few “can’t get up” episodes. It took six months and one trouble only to find a stable point in my mind, but recovering didn
by wruza 2y ago
Burnt out badly in 2022, empty tank, few “can’t get up” episodes. It took six months and one trouble only to find a stable point in my mind, but recovering didn’t even start then. I’m almost two years floating free (thank myself being smart with money) and am even trying a couple activities this year, but it takes time to replace the broken parts.
All, ymmw, but take note you may not recover from it by simply taking a vacation.
Btw, distancing didn’t work for me. It was the opposite, I couldn’t work in an env that couldn’t care less as a whole.
Another note is that eat, shit and sleep system is in a strong feedback loop with all that.
Also, I was alone most of my life and fine with it, but living with a relative suddenly changed a few things that I can’t explain. Simple human presence shifts something, although I’m not craving for it and find it burdensome in general.